i hide from those around me
i show what i do not feel
i'm scared what's real will turn false
i fucking hate what i've allowed
how do i know whats really real?
am i my feelings or my actions?
i have two hearts
one hates me
one hates the other
do i need a heart duo?
i need peace, but it never comes
i need rest, but i fear it
i hope for drama that comes too soon
i miss the old and hate the coming
do i know what i want?
i know what i do not want, i dont want this
will i miss the turmoil when it no longer comes?
i live in the shadows of hope, wishing i could see the sun
my life is one giant fuck
alot of work to get to the exciting end
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